Thursday, August 26, 2010

Sigh, another sigh, another one.

Exams seriously sucks this time.
I got the lowest in class for history and geog.
I think u can roughly guess my score.
I know it sucks. I cant help it.
The previous week before exams, i procrastinated.
The exam week, i had too much unexpected activities.
And... thats the outcome.
I am really speechless.
I just want to find a place where i can hid my face
and tell myself how stupid i am.
Whats going on with me?
MYFAULT.MYFAULT.MYFAULT.
Blame it on myself. I got the results now.
Well, all i can say is that, im really really very sad.
I just wish i could shut myself from the world.
I just want to shout it out, scream it out!
Haizz, disappointment.
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH.
I think it doesnt helps.

You have never been happy bout my results.
I know i arent happy too.
But..
Exams are over, why cant you let me go out and destress?!
I hate it.
I dun care bout you anymore.
I dont want to fight with you.
Everytime, u made me feel useless.
I am sick and tired of everything.
I know i arent good.
Cant you give me encouragement?
You think i feel happy getting these results?
I am laughing, its just a mask.
Dun tell me you are wearing a mask too.

~tryingsohardtogetoverwithmyemotions.

Byebye.